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Motor Mind

by Kelly Betz

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1.
Chains 05:16
Red lights Strange Policeman asks my name I escaped I am safe Pictures Saved Stole food for hunger pains From my window To the middle of the road To a different kind of cold Wind hits my skin and bones I escaped I crawled through heaven’s gate Last ditch for a better way Never safe My sister slept in chains Get away Red lights Strange Policeman asks my name Big words I didn’t know To a different kind of cold Wind hits my skin and bones I escaped I escaped I crawled through heaven’s gate Last ditch for a better way Never safe My sister slept in chains Get away Get away
2.
Enemy 03:22
I’ve got you In me I’ve got you In me Lie No life Lie No life I’m someone I don’t trust Lie so much and my mind’s all fucked Stuck when I’m alone by myself I can’t stop my own cries for help Cut on the wrist I am a cyst I am cancer that shouldn’t exist I only hurt Want to be dirt I am the problem I am the problem Brain falls out cause my skull is open Always voices all unspoken Everything caught in a dark explosion Enemy follows me and I know him Rival My clone Enemy My foe Sunless shadow Follow me home Own worst enemy Why save myself for self destruction? Give up cause it’s always somethin Over my shoulder under my breath Cut myself till there’s nothin left Even my blood wants a reason to leave He couldn’t look but it’s easy to see! A black hole, spirit spiral Chemical entropy infinite cycle Pain is home, I’m a stain I’m hopeless Stay this way cause my brain is broken Rival My clone Enemy My foe Sunless shadow Follow me home Own worst enemy Lie No life Lie No life My rival Foe Follows me home Rival My clone Enemy My foe Sunless shadow Follow me home Own worst enemy
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Motor Mind 03:09
Hate! A machine that only rusts Grinds itself back in to dust I’m forever stuck Inside Inside My Sorrow mine Trauma turbine A motor mind My engine Sick contraption Endless tracks Goldberg reaction Perpetual rust machine Siphons! Never enough for… My motor mind My engine Sick contraption Endless tracks Goldberg reaction Perpetual rust machine Siphons! Never enough for… Pain! My machine that only takes Deep inside the gears of fate Designed to break Break Break You suffer Can’t shut it down You suffer Can’t shut it down Pollution Consume Exhaustion Fueled by its own clouds My Sorrow mine Trauma turbine A motor mind
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Stench 02:13
Ember of a cigarette The smell of someone blacking out Smoke around a silhouette Slamming empty glasses down A million breaths between the steps A dripping threat, the handle’s sound Whiskey breath, a sinking depth A kid that’s kept in liquor drowns The stench of what you did to me I know. Tunnels underneath the stairs Crammed with desks and metal chairs Closed six years by concrete walls Underneath the well lit halls I know what you are I know what you did to me I know what you are The stench of what you did to me I know what you are I know what you did to me I know what you are The stench of what you did to me I know what you are
6.
Needles 05:07
You’re no angel You’re no saint Dirt in the water when you bath You will beat the devil You hear no alarm Only warmth From an infinite numb Death in your arm Sedatives fed to your scar Now your eyes pins Cry through your skin Tied to yourself while you’re trying to live Hide from your friends You’ll die for your sins Totally numb, soak in the love of a frozen sun Your only love is us Know Accept that he will test you And you will beat the devil His vessel, you are special You will beat the devil One answer To every question Lovers, dancers on a death beds No risk No reward Push a rush to an open sore Give in Sell your soul Sleep is a myth, feed the abyss Evil exists Needle injects till you bleed from your wrists Breath in the death from a leaking cyst Seeping pit Demon fix Beast of bliss Satan Know Accept that he will test you And you will beat the devil Know satan! His vessel, you are special You will beat the devil

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released January 28, 2022

Performed & Recorded by Kelly Betz at PDM
Mixed & Mastered by Will Reeves at Centro Cellar Studios
Art by Gwen Pattan

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Kelly Betz Columbia, Missouri

Founder of No Coast | Multi Instrumentalist, Singer & Producer

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